Im not a weakling , im not a weakling , im not a weakling , im not.
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To hanee nadia :
Im really touched to see your post !
I was just tearing for a moment , untill i saw what you wrote.
Seriously , seriously !
Im grateful to still see you standing right beside me , still there for me when everyone else is turning their back on me .
Thanks for really being there for me , really .
Thankyou hunnehneh :’D
Thank you so much for being here for me .
I understand you’ve your thangs to handle , i’m alright~ Really!
By reading what you’ve wrote , i’m twice as stronger alrd .
Nothings gna pull spongebob down so easily, ok !
W loves , no , tons and tons of loves.
I came back to sec5 to study for my own’s sake.
What mommykins said was right , really right.
I aint gna let anything effect my mood so easily .
Nothingggggs gna pull me down yo 
Endure for a few more months and i’ve be freeeee as a bird!
I really reall tried to attempt to make things better!
But everything came to a void now.
Its ok , like what k said, leave things the way they are . It’ll help more then trying to .
Wow , having issues to make me upset really helps to see who really cares huh?
I was having sore eyes and sis came over to talk to me.
She mentioned she also had issues like this when she was in sec4.
She was devastated at that point of time . Having recess alone , sitting in class alone and walking home alone everyday.
But as time goes by , she also began to see how things really worked.
A piece of advice from her that i was told to remember all the time.
” Those who really cared for you , will go over to you , you just have to stay put . It might hurt , but you’ll see what im trying to let you know after some time , you’ll see . You’ve to stay strong!”
She gradually gotten her real friends around her , and now , still hanging and lovin em so much !
I cried like shit , and really wanted to give loveysis a huge bear hug.
I’ve always been a mean sister , playing pranks on her when i was young.
Ohmy , i hope it isnt too late to love you right.
Mum also added , im always so straight in expressing my feelings.
My mouth always react faster then my mind , so i speak without being able to use my brain first.
Haha! So true ! Thats why i always endup saying the wrong stuffs i dont mean T.T
SO TRUEEEE. LOL.
